Astonishment
Why after all this one and not the rest? Why this specific self, not in a nest, but a house? Sewn up not in scales, but skin? Not topped off by a leaf, but by a face? Why on earth now, on Tuesday of all days, and why on earth, pinned down by this star’s pin? In spite of years of my not being here? In spite of seas of all these dates and fates, these cells, celestials and coelenterates? What is it really that made me appear neither an inch nor half a globe too far, neither a minute nor aeons too early? What made me fill myself with me so squarely? Why am I staring now into the dark and muttering this unending monologue just like the growling thing we call a dog?
Wisława Szymborska in “Nic dwa razy / Nothing Twice”, translated by Stanisław Barańczak and Clare Cavanagh
I love this and it appeared on my birthday! How cool is that? What a lovely set of questions to wonder about!